miércoles, 30 de diciembre de 2015

Hey now... Hey now...

                                                             

1.       
This topic was chosen by the researcher since women have improved a wide range of abilities in different field that promotes Philippine Diplomacy. The interest of the researcher was based on the relevance of woman and diplomacy through the United Nations that will give rise to the respect of women's dignity that engaged with man. Women have said to be predominant in different fields as what it was said in (June, 1991, mongabay, http://mongabay.com//) In the early 1990s women were found  more than a proportionate share of many professions although they predominated in domestic service (91 percent), professional and technical positions (59.4 percent), and sales (57.9 percent). The topic was also chosen to promote the women's equal rights with man and open a wide view on their strengths and weaknesses including their ability to have a role in peacemaking revolution. This will give the women to have the idea that will encourage themselves to navigate their lives in a good direction even if they suffered from abuse and unrespectful orientation of men. The role of woman in diplomacy focused on the sending of Filipina Peace Keepers for United Nations was preferably become the idea of the researcher since the growing society of diplomacy and government did not noticed too much on the role of women now a days were they focused too much on power and wealth proliferation.  Filipina peacekeepers for United Nations have the image of women's ability to attain masculine role which the researcher wants to improve that women can do what man can do. This topic has the image of masculine role of women as peacekeepers in Philippine Diplomacy. This research also enhanced the women's abilities in Diplomacy. The advantages of a strong presence of female peacekeeper in conflict and post-conflict zones include creating a safer space for girls and women who have suffered sexual violence, said Marianne Mollman, advocacy director of women's rights at Human Rights Watch, a global watchdog organization (May 20, 2010, Irrin news, http://irinnews.org). The study finally wants to initiate the equality of women and men in many fields especially governing diplomacy.
Statement of the problem
1.) How is Diplomacy relevant to Filipina peacekeepers as a tool of Feminism?
2.) What are the essential tools in womens propagation of peacemaking revolution that will promote Diplomacy in Philippines?
3.) What are the advantages of the Filipina peacekeepers that will promote Philippine Diplomacy?
Objectives of the study
1.) The Researcher expects that the study on Filipina Peacekeepers for United Nations and diplomacy in Philippines will promote the role of woman in the world.
2.) The Researcher will prove the abilities of women in peacemaking revolution that will promote diplomacy.
Significance of the study
this study will contribute to the body of International Relations that will further the students knowledge about woman and diplomacy in the future. For far more understanding, this study will contribute issues on Filipina Peace keepers for United Nations and will develop critical minds of people in different situations of international arena. The knowledge of this study would also contribute to the Researchers for gathering set of facts and information in their continuous searching of knowledge. One part is the resolution for woman that they can be presented as good Diplomats one day. The contribution it may offer to the international arena will propagate globalization in the devotion of promoting woman. This would also develop knowledge for woman who will be future Diplomats in representing their country in promoting peace and negotiation. With the improving knowledge of situations in sexual slavery in the entire world this study would be a help.
Hypothesis of working
The study will prove the equal opportunities of man and women in different fields especially in Diplomacy. This will initiate the women as Peacekeepers that they can prevent abuse and maltreatment against their fellow women. The study also gives benefits on the society that women can propagate their knowledge on diplomacy by means of peacekeeping. The study focused on United Nations will improve women's capabilities that can influence Diplomacy and has wide impact on Society and other interdisciplinary studies. The Focus on Women and Diplomacy between United Nations and Philippines will improve globalization of the international arena. At the end of the study women will appear to attain an equal role as well as men in terms of peacemaking revolution. This will also provide us the knowledge about the relevance of women and diplomacy in terms of alliance.
Review of related Literature
Filipina peace keepers for United Nations enhanced the role of woman through different functions. One part is that their masculinity in giving safe guard on abused woman with different countries. Peace keepers proved that woman were not just capable of using their minds in promoting the world but also they can use their body for multitasking positions in a way they show their masculine role as what it was said in (Balana, May 30, 2009, Inquirer, http://globalnation.inquirer.net) Filipino peacekeepers are recognized by the United Nations for their outstanding performance and tireless commitment to maintain global peace and security. Woman now days have equal opportunities with man in promoting the world. In Diplomacy they contributed their strengths in protecting other woman for United Nations.
Diplomacy in terms of peace keeping security give relevance on the knowledge that woman have strengthened ties between Philippines and other countries. (Public informations service unit, December 17, 2010, Department of Foreign Affairs, http://dfa.gov.ph,)  loj said she is optimistic that the number of Filipino female peacekeepers will continue to increase which would allow them to continue to "set examples and be role models for Liberian women to participate in security institutions." She also commended the Philippines "for their vision in electing women as leaders and heads of state" noting "this is something that both Liberia and the Philippines share. With this statement Feminism proves that the continuous increase of woman would synchronize the world through globalization and diplomacy. Their strengths and liabilities together with their minds can be relied upon reconstructing the international phenomena for peaceful means.
Filipina Peace Keepers for United Nations is a good source of promoting the perspective of suffering that can also be an instrument in diplomacy by means of power as what it was said (Dela Cruz and Peracullo, 2011) Suffering has the power to change the oppressors. And so, the entire focus here are the perpetrators of violence rather than the victims injustices. Soelle's answer to the problem of powerlessness views the resurrection of good power. Thus this would also mean that woman through suffering has a good power that they can impart in globalization. Woman with solidarity can promote each other such as the Filipina Peace Keepers who protect their fellow women abused in other countries as what it was said (Dela Cruz and Peracullo, 2011)  Compassion somehow constrains us to suffer with the other; it demands solidarity with the other. And for Soelle, the resurrection is possible if there is real compassion that enables one to be centered on the other; there is a for-otherness central to compassion.
     This issue imparted that Filipino women have role in promoting diplomacy in the Philippines. They helped in developing the international arena with the use of the ability of their minds to promote peace as what it was said earlier. Their capabilities in peace making revolution is better than man, Henderson said that in Africa, women can develop their nation into more synchronized era than man since they were not prone to war. With this, women can be a tool in the strategy of promoting alliance and good negotiation with other countries. Woman were bound to be a replica of man, they can do what man can do and implement equality, as what it was said (May 20, 2010, Irrin news, http://irinnews.org). Women might constitute 20 percent of peacekeeping units by 2014, but Lamptey acknowledged that some officials thought it "completely unrealistic" to try replicating this on the military front. "It's a work in progress," she said. "A lot of member states are beginning to understand that when it comes to peacekeeping missions, you really do need to have both women and men in the military and police equally represented; they are beginning to understand the merits of that."
    With the sending of Filipino women peacekeepers for United Nations, the role of women in Diplomacy becomes a lot more specific when it comes to diplomacy. They were specified in terms of masculine roles and intellectual revolution. With their capabilities of handling insurgencies in their designated places, they promote diplomacy in Philippines and gained their respect through medals and awards. Filipino women as peacekeepers can promote diplomacy in the Philippines through the value of solidarity, attaining good power by means of suffering, by having a masculine role and their continues increase would gain good predominance throughout the world. With this, the strengths that women can impart in the international arena can harmonize globalization and peace negotiation throughout the world. This study that the researcher stratified forms new assumptions about woman in how they can promote diplomacy in Philippines. In evaluating Filipino women peacekeepers, their masculine roles in protecting other countries for United Nations promote diplomacy in Philippines.
Methodology
A. Research Design
The study was taken apart through the internet and books, the strategy is make up the thesis through chapters 1, 2, and 3 which is composed of Background of the study, Review of related literature and Methodology. APA as a method of citation was used in jotting down the name of authors, website and publisher in quoting information. It is all about women with their role in Philippine Diplomacy under the issue of United Nation Peace keepers. Comprising the knowledge in books (Feminista and International Relations) and Internet (Inquirer.net, mongabay.com and irrinnews.com) the study was finally drafted. The thesis was systematized through gathering of facts, formulating of hypothesis, analysis and conclusion.
B. Data used
Secondary Data
Intenet, news papers and books are the essential tools that used in gathering of facts and informations. With the help of Irrin news.net, Inquirer.net and Mongabay.com the thesis proved a the relation of Filipina women in the Diplomacy between Philippines and United Nations. Some data that become the basis of informations were the Feminista and International Relations that contributed a lot in the strengths and capabilities of women in the Philippines. With these guide the thesis was finally drafted.
C. Data Gathering technique
 Gathering of Facts, formulating of hypothesis, analysis and conclusion are the techniques in gathering Data. One factor in gathering data is cutting down the informations gathered in the website and books.Through internet and books, gathering of facts was performed. With the informations stated as answers to the thesis, the hypothesis was formulated. Finally the conclusion was derived through analysis and opinions that have been conceptualized in the study. These techniques formed the pieces of facts into one united body of knowledge.
D. Methods of Analysis
The study was finally drafted with the essence of analysis as a tool in finalizing the research. Through reading between lines and careful scrutiny the information was therefore concluded and presented the answers. Good attitude such as; keen observing, patience, perseverance and wise decision became the guide in performing the analysis. The use of five senses were also attached in analyzing the facts. Visual imagination were also became a factor in settling the analyzis. The thesis was finalized with the the conclusion through careful analysis of the stated facts in the review of related literature.
I. Introduction
            I merely offer this narrative report for the future students of New Era University who will be having embassy visit in the subject of FS 130. This report is also all about the knowledge imparted by embassy tours to us as students who will be having a good career as future Diplomats. Fortunately I found out that this report will have good resorts for our sojourn in different sorts of places and occupations.
            The embassy tour was achieved with the strict preponderance of our very own professor Noe Pobadora. With his loving care, passion and devotion for work as a religious teacher, had helped and guided us to accomplish the tour which paves our way in the knowledge and information of some parts of the world.
            Finally, to end this introduction I would like to thank Mr. Noe Pobadora for supporting our visit with his kind participation. For my colleagues who help in organizing the tour, I'm giving you a grateful attitude for imparting your skills in promoting our course.
            Thanks a lot for the effort of the program committee who support in producing the bus, paying the parking lot and for the kind guidance in hangouts through the mall, I also thank the Documentation committee in providing our necessities to write this narrative report. I would like to thank you and gladly congratulate you for being a part of the activity. I merely appreciate the kind participation of the conductor and acknowledge him in this report. For my colleagues I appreciated you as good acquaintance with me in our journey. Thanks for the remarkable relationship in our embassy tour, for the leanings that we encountered with the ambassadors and host, I appreciate your knowledgeable advice for our future careers. For the continuous strengthening relationships between Philippines, Japan, Sri Lanka and Thailand, the knowledge I earned in this visit have unveiled my mind in international arena.
            As moving my career towards independence and success, I thank the knowledge and information I'd earned for the embassy visit. This will be a never ending part of my memories as my success will continue to pave my way.
            As part of socialization, I observe the significance of traveling through mall stop over and site seeing, such as the Fort Bonifacio and Pillar of growth, as the bus continued to move along its way. The journey will continue to flourish our minds and enhanced our skills that we can prove the world of our justifying acts, in a way we can stabilize our country as a peaceful and meaningful environment.
            With this embassy visit the world maybe a beautiful entire arena with the help of our experiences. Through this, I experienced a lot that I can use in improving my confidence such as social interactions. For the staffs of Sri Lanka embassy that kindly entertained us in our way to the embassy and introduced us to the ambassador, I thank your kind assistance. For the hosts of Japan and Thai embassy, I earned a lot of information in your country that I can use as special credit in my future profession. This report would be a book guide for the studies of future Foreign Service students.
II. Preparation and Participation
             From June to July, we first study the structure of Department of Foreign Affairs, its vision and mission and the offices within the department. One part of the study in FS 130 is the Philippine Foreign Relations that our country encountered with other countries through diplomacy. One part of the study is the structure of government impact combined with the political structures.
            On the second part of the activity Mr. Pobadora tackled some issues about what happened in the previous embassy visits that have negative and positive results. Such as; the wrong etiquettes showed by the students in meeting the ambassador, the wrong dialogues they implement in talking with the staffs and other officials inside the embassy, the improper behaviour they acted inside the embassy and the wrong communication they encountered in time of assembly, departure, where and when to meet. 
            The preparation started on Sept. 10, 2011, Saturday, at room 305 which was inaugurated by Ms. Fame Pascua together with the help of Ian Jonel Chamian (the president of our course) and company. The University hymn was given to the students at 9:13 am, at 9:31 am students collaborated for the upcoming embassy visit where in they offer different suggestions. Rhyan Go talks about the Thailand ambassadors and taught us to provide at least 5 questions for the ambassador at 9:45 am. At 10:27 am Esther discussed her concern about the embassy visit, how much we should have to pay, how many sitting capacities were enough for us to ride inside the bus, what type of bus are we going to ride and how are we going to deal with the parking lot.
            At first the embassy visit was decided to be settled on Sept. 15, 2011, but was changed to Sept., 22 & 23, 2011.
III. Observation
            Japanese embassy is indeed a wealthy embassy with its gigantic premise located at Roxas Blvd. With its modern technology in security speaks of its exuberant culture. I observed that they exposed their economy on technology and education. Japanese people pays honor on them, one aspect is the language they have which Filipinos must learn in order to acknowledge them. This is one aspect of promoting RP-Japan relations, together with the education they want the Filipinos to earn in order to work in their country.
            Thailand embassy on the other hand has good assumption in promoting women with ODA in the support of Japan. They have five sectors, Social sector, particularly education and HIV/AIDS, Environmental protection, Rural development, Improvement of industrial infrastructure and human resource development, Assistance for Thailand's regional cooperation to Indochina as well as in the Asia-Pacific region. They have beautiful tourist spots, revitalizing cultural celebrations such as Lok krata and good perspective of nature.
            Sri Lanka embassy however on the other side introduced me their economy through specializing their products such as the Ceylon tea. Another fact that I gained in their country is their history, Sri Lanka has also been a center of the Buddhist religion and culture from ancient times and is one of the few remaining abodes of Buddhism in South Asia along with Ladakh, Bhutan and the Chittagong hill tracts. The Sinhalese community forms the majority of the population; Tamils, who are concentrated in the north and east of the island, form the largest ethnic minority. Other communities include Moors, Burghers, Kaffirs, Malays and the aboriginal Veda people.
            The good acquaintance together with the ambassador, staffs and hosts of Japan, Thailand and Sri Lanka made a good relationship in my perspective. The right gestures, handshakes and good interactions help me to develop myself esteem and made me gratify them. Their serious attitude made me find out that they know a lot of secrets regarding the international arena.
            This strategy, as a helpful tool in Foreign Service as a course in New Era University have various ways of improving the students skills such as; self reliance, team building, good relations and good interaction. This also stimulates our mind in creative thinking that helps us discover our inner self in the propagation of our learning in different sorts. This gave us the privilege to exercise our talents and skills in different positions of different companies. The tour guided us to explore new learning’s outside the school not only the embassy visits but also the sites such as; malls, parks and unknown spots. This shows our mind to view the image of how beautiful is the world. With this report, we fantasized the world optimistically though it was devastated from many difficulties. Even if it is just an embassy tour we've gained a lot of assumptions in the economics, socio-culture and politics of Japan, Thailand and Sri Lanka. It views how we can cope up in intervening the alleged countries such as their products that was emphasized in inviting foreigners to take a visit in their place. One part of gaining interests is that their issues on contributing benefits in globalization. The tour endows informations to us in comparing our country from other counrties.
            The visit can also be imparted in interdisciplinary studies such as to different courses who will open their minds in the view of international arena. This would further the children's mind in searching for knowledge about the world. To some Educators, they could evaluate the situations of different countries through embassy visit. For the Researchers, they can set up studies in comparative politics that will cover Japan, Thailand and Sri Lanka. Lastly to Future Diplomats and other disciplines involving international arena, the visit will blow up their career in knowing the behaviour of the world. This report enhances the diplomat's knowledge in globalization that will help them in performing tasks for representing their country.
IV. Assessment
            This report is finalized in my efforts with the good support of Mr. Noe Pobadora, with his moral concerns I gladly thank him for accomplishing this task together with the vigorating journey of our embassy tour. For the continuous flourishing of the Foreign Service department may this partial fulfillment would be one of the good accomplishments of New Era University. For the leanings and endeavors I earned, I congratulate myself for accomplishing all the activity together in surpassing the hardships. With this report, all the tasks that have done in the recent months was shown on the various pages of this report.
            The preparation was held by the head of program committees and Ms. Fame Pascua that was accomplished at least one month for the embassy visit. The schedule became systematized because of the committee’s wise decisions. With the helpful tactics of my colleagues in setting up the embassy visit the tour became harmonious and peaceful since you imparted a big role in cooperating for the success of the tour. The good relationship of the students made the team building a meaningful and happy journey. The minutes that was written by the Documenatation commitee also became a guide in the preparation for the embassy visit. The hours past in the journey became my good self realization as part of writing the minutes.
            The Embassy tour  have opened the eyes of the Foreign Service students to have more critical minds in Diplomatic activities of other countries. Such as; history, economy, politics and socio-culture that enhanced our knowledge in international arena; tour have given us the knowledge to promote our country in various facets of diplomacy especially in International Relations. One aspect of this activity is its purpose to help the students in team building, social interaction, self reliance and cooperation. The good public relations through brain storming, discussion forum and queries with the staffs did not just promote our confidence but also introduced our school and have good benefits. Japanese embassy have promoted their country through the means of their education and language that entice the students to be more interested in their country. Thailand embassy has promoted its country through their rich culture and tourist spots that give the students the interest to know and visit their country. Lastly Sri Lanka embassy has promoted their country through their economy and products they exported that give the students the interest in business affairs of their country.
            Finally the journey ended and I gladly thank God that he became a helping hand in accomplishing the task. With him we did not encounter any accidents on our assembly and departure in the embassy and the school.  This task will be in his glory and I showered him with thankful prayers for the continuous blessings and guidance he gave us in our journey.
 Research Recomendation
            With this narrative report I recommend other fields of studies to undergo the activity of embassy visit where they can hone their craft in various situations. For the tourists, this activity can initiate your knowledge in different countries through the introduction of the spokes person and ambassador. Information was more detailed and sufficed since not only facts about the country have presented with them but also the knowledge about diplomacy. The embassy tour is a good simulation for orienting Diplomacy with other countries; this activity is significant not only for Diplomats but also for the future businessman in the promotion of their products. For the employees known as OFW's (Overseas Filipino Workers), this activity can hone their interests in working abroad. Through embassy visit various international affairs and current issues would comprise your knowledge. This activity could help them know the currency of money with other countries so that they would be aware of what country they will migrate.
            This activity can be a guide for the researchers who will further their studies in the field of International Arena. For the economists, embassy tour can introduce the balance of money on how it is fluctuated by means of negotiation. One Aspect of this study that can provide the Historians is the background and etymology of other countries that can visualized them of the past and will be a part of knowledge in various fields of studies. This activity can also be a guide for the Politicians in knowing current issues about the government of other countries with the support of International Politics. Finally this can support the Sociologists in knowing the culture of different countries. The various cultural festivals, etiquettes and beliefs of the international society would acknowledge the sociologist to know diplomacy between other countries. This activity can helped in stabilizing our country through the knowledge of diplomacy and peace negotiation.


martes, 24 de noviembre de 2015

New year love 8 days to explain

Disyembre 24, 2012 es Noche Buena celebrar de Romano Katolikos, pero de me parte yo voy en la casa adonde me ex amante como encontrar. It's morning, wearing greyish dress and close shoes are my motif, my old hand bag depicts my dull personality with vigor spray that scents along the mass. Naivity makes me remember my floral past dedicated with my eccentric romance, walking near the mailbox, my heart pumps with nervousness feeling that shame may encounter through him. Though being nefarious with his tranquil  personality, still he's a man, a man with deep secrets that never tell if cheating a woman but venerations he endow me makes my heart feel scattered everywhere. Thinking at my past is like a mount of clouds encompassing my greyish attire and close shoes that delves me in the air while flying with him then look at my watch, it's  9' o clock in the morning people fought for spaces in the market while looking for goodies to buy and take proposals with the vendors to lessen the prices. "How much is the knickers?" I asked Leticia, the vendor I acknowledge as my "suke" in Ashton's Market.  "££ 5.00, for  you duck," Leticia cackled in a boxy voice but in a hurried manner. "Oh, mother the price is too high make it, ££ 2.50," I shook my head after talking then look at my bag pockets for money. "It's recession, financial fluctuation becomes so crucial make it ££ 4.50." Leticia becomes a bit temperous that moment but I still insisted since we've know each other though she's conniving like a Boa constrictor. Every year, I used to visit this public market to court Leticia with her lavish clothing line seemingly that her blonde hair prompts United Kingdom with her jeering remarks and remarkable prices thinking I don't want to depart with her anymore. "Make it ££ 3.99 or I'll heave the price higher than ££ 5.00," Leticia's morphling army attire speaks in the crowd just like she wants to strangle me. "Last price ££ 3.5" Then I shouted like it's the last time I have to talk with Leticia. "Ok, you win, tell Lyden I got the latest belt she want!!!" After shouting I wave my hand in the air and said "Ok! Thanks for the knickers!!! Then  I walk straight outside the market after paying for it. Turning my head left and right while walking made my sentiment evoking the ground while going back in his apartment. It's been worthwhile of visiting Ashton's Market for its delicious ambience envying people to go and visit the place then amazed with the vendors vying for customers around like Leticia. That day becomes unweary but foolishly feisty due to my  22nd year of visiting my homeland, reminiscing with Bobby is indulging of his meek personality but pretending to feel like happy after everything that happened between us is so difficult to see the world as beauty and romantic as Rome. His big jaws, fair complexion, pinkish cheeks, dark eyebrows, red colored hair and watery hazel nut eyes makes me linger upon his arms dealing there's no time at all for me to leave him. Simplicity with his slim cocky jeans, snickers and green shirt though naive but unwavers his athletic body reminds our long lasting sweetness 2 years past. On my way Outside Citadines Prestige Trafalgar Square, I saw a man standing and waiting for me whereas in my side its  despair, happiness, love and anger felt myself being with the man  I hated so much since we've met in the Ashton's market. That night becomes antagonizing though silence within ourselves hid our feelings, walking inside his room made us nothing to talk but stare together fiercely while the night ended as the moonlight watch us sleeping backwards at each other.
Waking up, the sunshine welcomes me an exasperating December 25, 2012, visions with the man I'm sleeping with. I walk down stairs talk with the kitchen then cook ham and egg sandwich with vegetable beverages on sides. Meanwhile temper goes around as I meet him blending fruitshake looking at me esoterically, I eventually surprised him sarcastically then ended snubbing around. "I still remember what you did 2 years after I give you that letter," I argued. "That year I resided Germany for an immediate thesis proposal and I've read it when our land lady gave it back three months after, I believe you'd understand." Then he burp after a gallop of fruit shake, I sob with laughter on the other hand. "Your burps doesn't make any excuses for me, so what happened after three months of reading what I've wrote? I appreciate though unrespectful." After sighs, mashing the egg and frying ham on the pan, I acted with curiosity and jealousy. "The fact is I'm not around when the letter flew in my home that time, its been 8 months after my proposal when I decided to go back Manila and read the letter." His eccentric manner waves his hair with cunning face and blooms in the sky enthusiastically. After the serious statement, continued drinking his fruitshake then smashed the glass down and sobs desparately. "You've gone for so long, I waited enough time for your reply, nothing I figure but whispers of the wind giving only few chances." Being unvain and naive  runs in my mind which is everything similar between us that time though feeling empty in what I've said, still incantation reverberates my love for him. "Chances you've waited, but I'd never stop thinking of your sudden lost and send you messages through e-mail though feeling procastinated, is that e-mail still yours?" Fixing his jammies with his bare hands while looking around the kitchen then stare at the cabinet becomes like a never ending chatter between us but I suspected so much. "3 months after I send you the letter made me decided to change my e-mail and go back to Philippines for my long term goals." Eye circulation becomes his immediate reply, my sentiments become more suspicious though he acts naturally. "You keep on turning your eyes around, it conveys no truth above all what you are telling, do you hide something?" Then I jest around with simple dances twisting my butt left and right then stayed again on my place and prepared my sandwich. "Nothing I can tell you, turning around my eyes doesn't mean a lot." He then punch the table but still in a calm and serious manner. "We've been talking here for so long, its 12 in the afternoon, Italian focacia and tomato delies are stoop on the fridge, better hand it on the table." But I reacted malevolently against that guy wearing jam. "Your ideas seem excruciating don't change the topic... It's you who tear us apart and my trust were gone, every bit of moments we cherrished have gone and ruined." He does nothing on his side but prepare the dish on the table instead. Morning, afternoon and night debunk our foolishness as the day ended with lavish silence and full of despair.
After one whole day of negations we confronted a strenuous December 26, 2012 behind our feverish endearments, endearment with our charming summons but feverish due to our ruined relationship. It's morning again, I fixed my curly hair then look blundered glancing at him with his esoteric eccentrically attitude that fanaticizes me. Before going outside I'd look at him deliberatively with his much enigmatic looks along be wilderness that I enamored so much. Without any humor and manifestations of love I frown and giggle as if I want to throw my mobile against his impish looks. But though being, I still reminisce the times that I used to fidget his left chest and poke his forehead saying his weirdo. I look outside the window and saw him waiting outside wearing brown coat, denim shorts and casual shoes, at last he dress well though a bit sluggish. Staring around at my back visualizes the beautiful aeons of maple leaves falling unto him then I smiled pretending hard to get and change my clothes, walk outside, hold his arms then visit Ashton's Public market. Around 12 in the afternoon we march along the road like flowers marching on the ground, then talk to me. "I dont think that letter reaches our arguments until this moment, it's 6 months past but I never feel your essence then decided to send you a message but I gained nothing, the letter apparently arrived after residing Germany for my professor's proposal. I came back when the land lady gave me that letter feeling anxiously about your immediate response but I can't figure you out." He seriously uttered around with honesty but our misunderstanding past becomes nuisance in my part, I poke his head with my finger tip again and prompted with quiet retaliation. "I'd waited for so long, but you exchange everything for that proposal and Germany do I still have the options? Or you bestowed me for nothing that time?" Then he continued to explain like whispering in the air. "You still don't understand me, our responses alternated vehemently as I resided to other place but still there's cherish I believe." After talking I ricocheted eye contacts with him to belittle his personality then continued talking. "Your reason is not that suffice to be accepted." Though being softened that afternoon I pretended being mad at him that afternoon came, even sunlight touches our skin still the cool breeze of the season emancipates our circumstance resonating our body, he muttered just like whispering in the air again. "So, until now you don't believe what I told you about that letter, speaking of my thesis proposal its immediate and dedicated for my studies how come it affects our relationship you're being vague." Seemingly he explains a lot that time I manage myself to take a deep breath then argued. "Your eccentric personality makes me enamored you much but still you defy our relationship and didn't take it for granted. I hallowed our relationship with exuberance I'm sorry you misunderstood how I give you attention; it's 6 in the evening better we get back at the apartment and reflect for more.
Our reflections finished yesterday and continued talking, December 27, 2012 heaved my eyebrows with his perseverance building reasons again. "My love is dull but do you appreciate it?" I become illumined that hour, my laconic behavior endowed me into a childish characteristic that jostle myself into happiness to what he'd say then I replied. "This is the first time I encountered you talk like that and I fascinated a bit. Still enamored with your chest, heheh... Everything billowed our future into darkness, luck would lead us through chances." Lying at the bed he ventured himself to dare me showing his chest but I reacted. "We're talking about our recent relationship not about steamy things and foolishness go on, wear your shirt back." But I startled with him seeing naked and acted seductiously in front of me because he never do it in our relationship ever since. Its the first time he talks to me like that so I initiated again, "trying to scare me like that doesn't affects me but never do that again or I'll leave this home and not going to talk with you anymore." Then cleared his throat and added, "Being bold doesn't makes any connection with what you're thinking it's just that I remove my shirt and that's all, any question?" Feeling a bit embarrassed at what he said gives me the notion to talk again and stare critically in his front. "Thanks for the embarassing signs though I'm not undermined but felt proud of your chest it's still stuffy." I yawned after being infuriated, he then raised his trunk then laid again on the carpet while stretching his arms then argued. "Love, I don't know what does it means, will you define me what it looks like?" His views became deeper that day and I never wondered because that was one of his good characteristcs, a person endowed with weirdness but logical. "It's 23 minutes past 4 is there anything we can eat?" I tried smiling though it seems so difficult dealing with his "no care" attention after asking, then he agreed but added again fervently. "Steamy sensations makes me look blundered, find astounding? Heheheheh... Better study our relationship first before saying that you give everything, we stayed here for 8 whole hours I'm hungry, I thought there's bowl of lemon sautee'd pork let's eat." I nodded then argued without feeling huffy since I used to be with him like that answering my queries in a weird but logical manner. "You’re still that man I knew at the Ashton's Market, I believe I'm the only woman who can understand you being that, better court someone who's like me." Eating our meal that sunny afternoon is starving since we've talk much spending 8 whole hours in his bedroom, nothing happened but only chatters about ourselves ending the day while our mind being jaundiced with steamy perceptions and my contradictories.
Steamy things talk ourselves though being appreciated a little bit and apparently it is December 28, 2012 we walk around the park and talk different issues about our lives the time we're in different places. "Germanis just so 'cold', not caring about anybody expect themselves being that. I found their culture as highly intellectual people raging themselves from technologies and innovations, they're not that sensitive about sentiments of someone. All they care is semantics and how they can cope up with the continues verdicts of life and comfort. They're bound on how people should ease difficulties through gadgets and massive facilities no wonder I conclude they're ardous of knowledge." That day felt me infurious against what he told boasting what he'd learned though in a simple way. "The park enjoys us indefinitely, I appreciate your clothes still its naivity perpetuate your wholeness and speaks of yourself having no buffy attiude" He insisted more about his assumptions, "In Germany I experience much innovations and knowledge that made me not so endearing but fascinated with their features especially woman." I smiled as we jaundered around then added unconspicuously. "Being a doctorate professor with good scholastic records and honors at Eurocampus is a good achievement though sounds simple can be enamored though. Being a mix blood Filipino-Hispanic endows me more of Philippine culture, humble and meek but heart of brevity, concise and intelligence." I thought my humility would smash his pride and philosophy that morning but that guy insisted more of what he wanted to tell me. "My proposal about Blogging ethics of Filipino people as a leading innovation towards humanity regarding advertisement and trend deals how we should linger on the principle of blogging and ads, you finally understood I thought." Then I replied without sounding hesitation and nervous proving that his boastful, "In Philippines people is concocted with good customs and virtues showing Christianity above all human race. I adore my race much rather than innovations, technologies, trends and knowledge that ruins the beauty of human race." Then envisioned his quiet but perky attractive looks. Strolling around til' that sunny afternoon crave's my mauve dress and close shoes affinitively then wave my hair, meanwhile he argued and poke my forehead. "Still I prefer my life in Germany is metaphorically genuine and rivets as stepping stone for my career growth and in the environment, Germans do not expect to be greeted by strangers, even when eye contact has been made, in the office environment. The fact-oriented thinking is, (since I don't know this person, there is no relationship, so there is no need to get into superficial pleasantries). Generally, the smaller the office is, the more greetings will be forthcoming and expected, but the bigger the environment is, the less it will be expected and offered, especially if you are not a permanent member of the staff. Then I end up my points saying it's "7 pm in the eve better we got home," our creed seems raising above the heaven though pinnacles of our past is devastating, we got home.
Even there's painstaking moments between us yesterday I appreciate the way he represents his lifestyle when he's around Germany. Today is December 29, 2012, we continued talking about cultural perspectives as well as notions about his Thesis proposal with his professor. I on one hand argued with my preferences when I was in Philippines teaching students with foreign language and diverse assumptions regarding Feminism, on our way to British Museum  he continued speaking about his culture. "What can you sense about British Museum?" I nodded thinking nothing but frown at him then he poke my forehead again and started to talk regarding his knowledge. "Founded in 1753, the British Museum’s remarkable collection spans over two million years of human history. Enjoy a unique comparison of the treasures of world cultures under one roof, centred around the magnificent Great Court. World-famous objects such as the Rosetta Stone, Parthenon sculptures, and Egyptian mummies are visited by up to 6 million visitors per year. In addition to the vast permanent collection, the museum’s special exhibitions, displays and events are all designed to advance understanding of the collection and cultures they represent." Thingking that everything has no connection at all still smiled at him, "You're smart! are you Melchor, Baltazar or Gaspar?" But he still insisted with no benevolence that made me feel excruciated again his naive pride always bolstered and its only I who used to notice those. That hour as we jaunder along the bridge his attitude vulgar again roving his mind against my close shoes. "Those shoes, seems classic isn't it? Is that your moms?" He thought that I was being huffy but I still smiled, prompted and asked him stories about his life in Germany and his cultural perspectives. "Nothing's wrong with my close shoes is it look old fashioned? My apologies but I do love my mother and misses her wearing this shoes, there's no reason for you to become vindictive it is I whom you sinned better tell what you feel than luring me with those  appraisals. I believe British Museum is beautiful and yet esoterically as well as it's pavements isn't it?" Then he argued again pointing his index finger through his chin, "Close shoes, heheheh... British Museum? Esoterical? Assumptions I can't determine but quietly true. My proposal regarding Blogging and Ads heave the standards of journalism as a reasoning to the society with the means of pen and paper. Why is it British Museum becomes our fugitive place to mingle this day? Do you have any assignments or kid's stuffs?" Then I keep myself tact and avoid being affected against what he said but continued arguing. "Speaking of kid's stuffs your shirt seems somewhat sort of... But I love those, filipino people were not as eccentric as you are, we're born happy and contented of what we have. But though having a mix race I believe of the notion that our hospitality regarding each other concieves of our healthy union though we differ in characteristics we don't discourage nor discriminate, I appreciate myself understanding that attitude somewhat funny." Then he replied while the wind gusts upon us but that time he seems a bit frightened jostling him what he wanted to say, insisted himself not to tell his feelings but blurted. "I was hurted the time you've gone anxiously worried that the one who can understand me have been totally lost though we misunderstood everything, still I waited for you." Men will be men though the time I send him the letter without any replies I must be the one who should tell him that I totally pissed off due to his carelessness. We ended the day finishing tasks turning around the museum, talking, briving ourselves with knowledges we earned, looking at the people being fascinated and mostly scold each other insisting ourselves not to be affected by what we really feel together.
Tonight I guess it's Rizal day in the Philippines, December 30, 2012, holding hands though our hearts frown each other we feel the comfort goes beyond everything, as we smile but daunt attack his sentiments telling me about the letter that forgot our sweet memories. "It's not my fault that your letter flew away 8 months after I'd went Germany, do I have any options waiting 3 months for your presence? Not my fault?" Lying in the banister feeling no aghast with what he told, I prompted. "I gave you the letter without knowing that you've gone, you never insinuate but gone, suddenly lost, vanish like a bubble, is there anything happened or something that you can't say?" Nothing he replied but hit his legs with his left hand while sitting on the rockin' chair, that hour we spent ourselves still, analyzing and reflecting our past being ourselves. That night he mentioned how I played with his left chest and poke his forehead when we're still incorporated but regarding the letter he became a bit less vital since because of me then reacted. "I still remember how we played the leaves during autumn and lay out ourselves in this park, sounds annoying when I still remember that letter. Do you really love me or I'm just being a mere infatuation?" Then I suddenly mark my one hand in front of him insisting to control his chatters, interwined again and analyze his secluded aura. "Love? Yes, infatuated? No, why? This is the time for you to tell me what do you really feel? Is it because of the letter or you did'nt achieve something between us?" We're at the middle of the night when he yawn and hear me snarled on the other hand feeling our oneness though idiosyncratic that demeanor seems nothing. The street is enormous and unbelligerent against rebellious mobs and people with no deep sentiments, seemingly that our quiet ambience only matches the entire environment as well as the people having only nothing to share but looks though not aquired around. Being around the society of British people like him is like a society of big jaws but still enamored his accent and garden loving culture. Our harmonious relationship beckons our trials, pasts and eccentric memories as we walk on the bridge confronting the moonlight then continued talking together. "It's like a dramatic entrance when I saw you walking inside British Museum flaunting you're wonderful charisma, it's like 1 year of our relationship and nothing happened to us, I'm a guy." It's like I was being jeered that sunset, seemingly like there's something he wanted to tell me that I immediatley felt what he wanted to tell, maybe that's the reason so I talk discreetly. "So is that your reason why you felt a bit annoy about the letter and the time you gone insinuated? If it is the reason then it's all you're fault and not me." He sighed then muttered, "Now I told you our relationship last's long because of no fantasies and magic that can define what really love is but now I can't imagine more about how it could reflect us but the only way is find ourselves more through pillow sensations." Sounds like nasty so I reiterated cleverly, "You're a real man and I prove it's your eccentricity with your mediocre pride and naivity made me like you so much and that's the way how you crave for me. If that's your reason then better explain me?" Then he continued talking, "Eccentricity and attitude is not my point but it's how we reflect our relationship, steamy sensations? Funny isn't it? Am I wrong that my genuinity for our reflections talk's my personality?" His tone sounds being nefarious and sulk against me so I smiled and ended ourselves reflecting and talking about our past. "It's 56 minutes past 4 in the morning maybe we could talk about that tomorrow released all our feelings muffled inside, steamy sensation seems nothing but a piece of your too much likeness of flesh but I do understand you. I feel dizzy and exhausted let's sleep and take more time for relaxation, good night.
After talking one whole midnight, we strolled along the Oxford road that night of December 31 2012, it's 10:30 in the evening. People along the streets were starting to light up luces and firecrackers, jostling together, playing and shouting while waiting for exact 12 midnight to shout for a big Happy New Year. "I enamor your ribbon as well as your floral dress how lovely?" I was poke again on the forehead with the guy who becomes so selfish in our recent relationship, then I argued again what we talk about last midnight. "You're being too hasty about your emotions last midnight and I don't like your reactions that past hour." Then he jeered me with foolishness but I replied a smile to make myself look stronger than him. "7 days past we talk and reflect but nothing happened between us, there's no factor at all but mocks, whispers and my gentleness, what else can we prove in our relationship?" His serious straight voice makes me much endearing but my laconic attitude that hour made me feel, our DNA matches together. Looking around the road 11:00 in the evening allowed our sentiments to release and continued talking about the new year environment. "I can still smell the scent of firecrackers and luces, it projects me the real essence of New Year, do you still love me?" He muttered but then I acknowledge what he really wanted to tell me. "I know what you really wanted to tell me, how if I tell you I preserve my wholeness, integrity, body and soul in front of God as well as justifying my virginity to be conquered after my wedding. I believe there's a a lot of chances for us to rekindle but if you think of those shallow beliefs it's better for us to move on, I'll go on my way back Philippines." That hour he talk subsequently and soft spoken, trying to make my feelings in comfort. "The stars spread along the sky, it dance along shining, giving our eyes marveled how God created them beautifully." Then I wondered after he talk philosophically, "how do you say so? After foolishness and you’re crazy perceptions about our relationship, you talk about the marvelous jaunders of our Lord God. Talk to me straightly and I'll answer you what you really wanted to tell me. "Before I talk those crazy things about our relationship I realize how you as women should be venerated like my father said me." Meanwhile a flying lantern falls in front of me but with no wonder and violent reactions I catch it in the air and saw a small box. He stunned since there's no amazement and shocked, but a smile and glare at his cunning face. "I ask myself in the very first place if that, that would be the answer to all our questions needing you no more to answer all my sentiments. There might be a notion that you'll give up if you receive that thing which means a lot." Seems like the questions have finally answered the night where it's 12 in the midnight people our jostling and shouting together emancipating the crowd and giving enlightenment about the New Year's eve, the night have finished I exhilerated but still in a serious way smiling again at him saying, "Yes Bobby, yes..."


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