Midnight in my garden of good and evil

Midnight is just like life and death sentences you really doesn't know if you'll wake up or not. It's midnight when I used to do what I want and our living room was my sanctuary It was what used to be my garden where I can tell my good and evil feelings but it's so hard to exert those feelings and difficult to understand. I push myself to be good though it's hard but it seems to be like everythings done, I know I've change but the Ultimatum one, want's something more. Things where going heavier and more complicated as I step on the doorways of eternal joy. But what makes me sad is when I was spiritually bothered with malicious murmurs in my mind something thatnis not good and keeps the pain in my emotions. This is what the that I cam say in thebliving room whstbI called garden. Not only those bothers but also the faithlessness thatnkeeps in touch with my mind,nsonhard to predict who henis but I know he's  the powerful one who can help me cure those painsand threats in mentallityn in the soul. The creations of abbptherimg is my dark past that scaresnme so much. If that would be a documentary assault that everyone will be scared with whst I've done. If there's bad then there's a positive aspect, what makes me happy forth the reminsces of the name of the four heirarchies in my designated persona, that I can feel their warm welcome within the emotions and gives me the strength to cpnquer my fears. I don't know how to give a creed but envision a mage of retrospect and change. Memories and images thst makes me the sentiment of locomotive assert of emotion durinh my childhood years and make play with the jaundocing memoirsnwith my friends. Imagination that judgement overcomesnthengood and the bad and makes me happy that my intimate partners will live together with me in the next chapter of my life. It's a story of a garden of gpod and evil which is in reality in the depts of the cemetery lies in my joys and pain agaonst the man who delve me for nothing.

Sinner

Lapiz, ballpen, papel

I run away, run away to hide

I can't resist myself to hide from you

So I go home again

 To say something to you. 

Something that I've never done before.

I am a sinner, I'm a sinner

Forgive me from everything that I've done

Please never get mad,

Coz I'll never give up from all the odds that

I'll face just for you.

I'm a sinner.

I used to say that I'll never do it again.

But sadlybI've broke my promises I've made for you.

But I'll never give up.

To strive all my endeavors just for you,

But I'm a sinner.

One day, one day I'll prove myself

One day I'll prove myself that, in am instances.

I'm not a sinner anymore.

So thank you very much

For helping me to think,

That I'mnot ansinner anymore.

I am a sinner, I am a sinner 

Forgive me from everything that I've done before.

I am a sinner

Never bring me down

Never let me think I don't want to do it,

Coz I am a sinner.

Close my eyes...

                                               I CLOSED MY EYES AGAIN....

Now hence with the affirmative diplomatic union but a realistic detour against the beings of nuissance. A threat is a surge against the malign opposite reaction of human threat against mu enemies. Forth the excellencies of my reconaissance in the touchesnof abgood union. Now in the inheriatnce of quintessential heredity of the so called... a mentallity of finite. The epoch of nth hours is that in the near instigating frame of mind. It's an essence of nature, especially of the hoax of stoic charms. The inculcation of union for the ridges of the good sentiments wherein  the things for a binge of limitations. Now with the instances of the benigns in the reality of senses is matured. I am the queen of Scotland and you where my subject. As what it was being unberefted by consequential and answerable means.  With the faction of youths and with the proketariat society, the much gains could be not a begets to the explicable. Time is always that for a power and prowess but the heave of luxuries is the entailment of the observed liturgic unsensible relationship. Not understandble because of the illogical reasons of the chippanggas. An against with the much heirarchical orders isn't a victorious mobilization of unity, cheaters always can't win. Pragmatic approach always delved for what is right. The senses of the universal success and the musn't have in this society. From the once human exempleration of the tributes to an avid rears of diplomacy. Once I've heard of the third world order, yet... I instated the dettering statements that is not a good policy from much people in surge for the fatal papacy. Against the envious people I am not a death to imbibe. My mother and I is a surge for exemplaries, especially of our names, two places... one world and a house, one Seoul and a buddy. But creed for the overtures of what is for us, a correlation of mother and daughter together with the instances of truth. The meaningful meanders in the tribute to the heretical features of the alleged idea in the latter annihilation. Now in the adhere of advocacies only the truth to the infinity is called colorful, like in the psychological theories of why and because. Now with my sentiments of the man I've seen in my dreams, usually it's them forth the excellencies of a relationship. With the figurative means of learning, now things mustn't equated as an abused to the calling of desteuction and surgencies of the armistice. The bands of illusion is like a hypothetical instincts like in the theories that dettering cultures delved for truth. Against the pyracies of weaknesses there may become a better strength. My continuous inheritance is that for the affirmarive alert against the flow of the worldly materialism, in the effort of instances the siege for the patriarch must be a gains, once I'd become a knight then I'd become a Seoul. Now I know where mu loyalty should be for the engr@ved of changing assaults of channeling unions either in the correspondence of the doversive worlds. It's a realistic theories of change and rights in rubbling away my sins especially of negating the phantom or the difficulty giver to avoid 8n my route. With my eloquence of what is a wealth, should be I have to commemorate with him, it's a venerous dilligent day of my armistice Piagget to initiate what's a good conglomerate against the kinship of the mad either the traditional demonic society. In my sight of interests with the populated decorum forth the visions of the goats, there may become a tend to my intimate dreams qith many men until I'll accomplished of what's with the name of different men, hopinh to become much of the idealistic relationship it's my sort of views with that name of a truthfull reality. He's an onlooker in what I am and never yet acknowledge with my part. Now a days, the essential trend is that for the one whom I never excruciated it could be he's looks onwards me  never depreciated with my ailment but continuous to seek the way I am. After a longevity of the fortune that gone away my life, against the procrastination of an allurance the verge now is what could be expected now in my next image forth the man whom I could be... with. That man would be mine surgingme for potencies of accumulation with intelligences in my dreams and is a human being to give me an instances of acknowledgement love forever. As I close my eyes, he seemed without any felonies of detriment against me but seek my esque against the cheating snake to poison everyone's mind. Now in the verge for exemplaries with what is a desire, then the id, ego and the super ego is what can be the vibration with the man of heaved without any argumentative against people because of he's never ending interests with my mother and me.  Once I've wished it could be my story of endearment. A color of love sentiment for me and the human surge of the man who visit me in my dreams.

Sabihin mo na kung anong ginawa mo!!!!!!

                         Wala na kami one month ng makalipas...



With the levieing taxes around the globe as it is in the essences of how can I create any securities against the people, who loves coinciding with what their wants, a marriage which is a feliny in my case especially with things that I don't like. For a mere f@ct of a security it's my must have to be delved by many a reality. These hours the thinhs which is for a passive impact of a leering negotiation may a gopd propaganda be assaulted against the charms of enemies, experienced with the pills that I'm undertaking. With the vision of poisonous charms I've created a malignant theory which is possible in sight of the phantom... though I'm not much ineterested of coinciding with. Of his strength and materialism, still I'm that of a morbid sentiment because of everything's going on. As a thwart of the amicable means, the things which could be for anything that can't be a nuissance onwards the ecclairs of a better visions. Much of everything that is, purposive... Once I've tried an indulgence around the globe of the armistice that the White Zombies and the Goats where trying to imbibe in the luxuries and desteuction of society. The pluralistic means whereforth the more huffy creatiom that can be an attack againdt the mass and the public. It's more of a proper decorum to state the enunciated aspect of what is a good and if could be the better or best sort of matrimony. People who where that an instance of an adverse with my logical means and no creeds for what can't be stoic in this environment. Now in the culture of an macro system of an anti-berefting endearments can @ccumulate a passive sort of diplomacy. It's more of a sudden touches that can't be a negate in this abnormality of a society, things couldn't be depleted especially of an against to the chippanggas. Somehow I've discovered of the sensations that can be destructive against them especially of the annihilation which isn't good enough for the elements of what is a better claim. Now with the procurements occuring in the instances of the wealth that can be with much gentes. Now the excercises of my against  the harbours of against to the submissive pestilence of a greed. It's more of a sudden inculcation of what is not a veering despise against me. As a unit of R.I.P. or settlement for revitalized surgencies of good sentiment. I don't want creating any nuissance of things which is a spoilage of attitude either a brath impact with my excemption attitude. It's with my anticipation of the musn't ambiguous figurative learining in my mentality as the best construction unit to be. Now with my effort for a parch and drought of the people is learning, my strict nature of what is preponderonce for being me as a construction unit by many a human great. (Tapos un na nga sabi ko sa kany anong ginawa mo!!!!! Maghuhusidili ka dahi ako ang wagi, kaya sabihin mo kung anong ginawa mo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). So hence with my maturity of what is with the ultimatum as my father being an unica hija one day... I mean still these hours is being for better procurements of equity and purge against the human dignity, a right to human threat by the ultimatum, especially if with things which is possible in the route of everyone's excellencies.

Wala ko sinasabi tungkol sa mga ganun...

It's my life of endearing what they used to call a fate of reality. I muttered that in the values of a better necessities, (infairness remarkable ang mga instincts na ayaw ko sa buhay ko.) With this visions I allegedly envisioned it's all a meaningful route of excellencies that I don't like any nonsensical heirarchies which isn't in my life definitions. With the archetypal auras of what is a reality, it's a faction of what is definitive these hours of a good collaboration with the severities of a renowned ultimatum. In the pluralistic essentials of what is truth against the harmony of what is a bewilderment in the sight of the ultimatum. These hours the visions of greater equality where that feastive, still I'm much for the demarches of the bountiful denouments against the acquistion of the reverberating realities of the angst by many a man. The exquisite is that what is everything a momentum with much a collaboration of the scenic visions, I give an epitome to the above that it can be notious to make a coaelsce to the strength of the phenomena (madness and sociologocal change). With the materialism of the issues it's much my definitive sentiments that there may be a cumulative visions for the status of an effect with the leering jaundices of the pragmatic arches, which isn't forth the lamentations of heirarchy. In the hours passing these moments it's a more vibration of a good karma to promote in the instincts of goodness. With the coinscidence and accidents of the motion, what's far more important in my life is the progeny of what is the wants of diversive life. Now the effect of sociological behaviour would tend to become calmed especially of the project Seo. In the hours for everything in the venerating aspects of good colloquial Senas will be at all coasts of anti-depreciation. For an ultimate denouments for good stories it will be more refreshing in the culture that may be an asault to the chippanggas of no demeanor. For the instances of a berefting humanhood everything would be for chance of a victory. The limitations of the fugitives would be far more creative either litrugical for many reasons against the essential factors of truth and extravagance of the muttering reality. It's a good concoction in the sunset turning down these hours.

Si Aljon...

Sayang talaga... last night I've encountered another security for the synchronization of truth. With the inheritance of a deluxe karmas either consequences and answers, he appeared and nurtured me with the essences of creating analogous sentiments of a sense of platonic environment. Kaya lang bigla siya nawala, then it's my terms of events notious vibrations for the worth pf interdisciplinary studies. Quintessentially speaking, the thwart of a humungous denoumenr where for the instances of crackles and chocolate reverberatiin of good views. The inheritance that I'm always heaving is that a matter of affirmative reaction. In a senses he's much handsome, why on Earth he stood very ammicable and gave me an imbibe of inertia and good grammar. In the studies of answers and intellects of consequences maybe he may give me a mathematical result of concoctions with an endearing momentum. Since from the very capable delve for the hypothetical answers thw must have wherefore the legalized sentiments of the upheaved nature of anti-deviant society. From the coaelsces of primitive reasons uo to the medieval period of excellencies. These permissive nonchallance and melancholly may become a dettering result which is a mustn't to the inheritance of what I am had to have for the siege and lure of everything that can I be anxious in the diversive theories of being that a sosy visions to conclude of being me. It's a very massive deplore in a so called proper decorum of good instances. Feisty how in the issues that much turbulent in the mentallity which I'm asserting in the ascertainments with my colleagues Piaget, Rouer and Fuege. The verge is much always for the coinscidences which can't be heirarchical but is a good circulization but an adage to the good fairytale modernities of twists of the fate and concoction of truth. The matter is always for the allegiance and good diplomacy. With my esoteric sentiments of persona. The auras that may speak well of the essences from the pluralistic envisions of the rigors against the ravages of the thwarting memories either the realistic conflicts which can be a truth. When in the earlier momentum of the ultimatum I guess ot could be a form of legalities from the harboursnof the varying definition of the proper decorum, with the strength that things can be, only people can become bad and good in the fate of reality. Humans can only haventhe freedom of speech. Realities where for the better of what is a good sort from amongst us. The society which is continuoisly changing will be an avert to the exemplaries of union, with the tasks of mobilized environment the cpunterfieting nature would be a humungous armistoce for much I'm in the search for the union of good forces. In my memories for Aljon, hoping that we may tend to be exquisite together, he'll be that anxious maybe because of the incites that may become against to uncle Vernon. It's a coy to the intrinsic beauties that Philippines had, the exotic definition of being a Tagalog race, not Chipanggas. For an applause of the reverberating Gui that I am against Sweet November. Then there may become a tedious instincts of good nature against the papacy of the hypocratic Santo papas. Feastive it is in the commemorating endearments of the story I'read once, (ako'y isang tiganh na babae't sabik sa lalakeng galing sa Roma't kastila.) Funny it could be which is only for the unammicable senses or people who creates no humor but a sadistic romance either visions of killing me softly love. Yuk talaga with the essences of my new freund Aljon or the chubby white guy of the good human instincts and platonic circumferrences.

Kung ako lang ang wagi...

Sabihin mo!!!!!! Sabihin mo kung anong ginawa mo!!!!!! As in grabeh talaga!!!!! puera as in. Then it was a story that I've turned myself in the meaning of real kinship against the kinship that our beautiful culture have. In the essences of batanguena-quezona people with the motherly name Asia. It's a real sequences of the route name of Asia forth the Korean worth of the Seoul. It's nothwithstanding with the real value of attitude and education, this is for a quintessential justification against the chipanggas which only worths forth the tongue licker iching and meat likenesses. It's a real motiff of what can I had to have with the values of orientalism, in the culture of real femminism that causes a delve hence the maturation of the preponderonce of good nature and eloquence of top authentic visions of the reality. In the knowing of the names to spread and separatean against to the miniature of strength and rituals of he allurance. Last time I dreamed with the frugal nature of a war games, it's a concoction of the siege and the against of the stench that spreading and seperating along the coasts of eloquence and naivity of health and culture of women. Only the negating views which is a so called heirarchical. Though archetypal and naive, the enlightenment is being me, the expectations of the fad and honours where quite is not a delusion to the human surge. Hence, matapos mong ilagay ang tubig sa kalan!!!!!!!! Binuhos mo pa ang kamay at asupre sa alak ng kapaitan!!!!!!!!!!! Ilang daang millio't libong taon na ang pagsisiksikan natin sa ligaya't ginhawa wala ka pa ring asawa!!!!!!!!! Wala na ngang moog dalita't  paghilata, yan pa rin ang tingin mo sakin, hanggang kailan ka magbabago kung hindi rin lang sa itlog at kalan!!!!!! Putris na yan hindi ko na alam!!!!!!!!! astound  yet... then to be shocking because of the destructive snake hereafter the dragon which can enslave of the periods of neutrality. In the essences of the good visions, still the priority is the concern for the realitu of pluralistic essentials. (So kung cry and emotions ang ipapakita yun pala yung kalalabasan, so mali pala siya ibigsabihin.) It's a realistic counterfeiting denouments for a punitive perfection. Atleast I am not that a vulnerable woman unlike your mother. It's a twist of the against to leer of the snakes and the stoic wealths and pretenders. Atleast it's a big no no for the pretentious perfection and feigned new motivation which must be dislodge away. In the meaningful asserts of what is a real work of art , I don't wanna here the pessimistic views which I musn't assertain in the value of Seo, the route Korea. My reflections of an against to heresy is being a writer myself against the envious people. Realistically speaking the mutter of the ultimatum must be fair sounding good eulogy to most gentes. It's always a twist of an attack of detriment against people of deviance. Hoping that there may be lots of good attache and demarches to poisonous charms everything must be in a good  reflection of the so called frame of mind of the ultimatum. The bountiful surgencies of the unearthy reasons that the meaningful fairness may tend to become a value of good intellect for the longevity of life and consistencies. The value of the issues turning onwards with the against of frailty but becoming frugal of the many a human to delve for what is wealth of the knowledge and the ideas turning upheave with the angst demonic liquors of the licker iching denoument to failure which is realistically speaking a not meaningful with the worth of the ultimatum. HEINAKUH!!!!!!!!!!! Kung ako lang ang wagi...